July 5

Hi, my little love. We talked to a counselor today. Pretty sure she thinks we are (I am..) in shock or denial. Maybe she's right; I'm trying to feel whatever comes naturally. The thing that makes me tear up quicker than any other is when I picture your sweet, round face. That's all it takes, buddy. I love you more every time I think of you.

We went out for Susan's birthday to brunch and for nails. Honestly, it felt so wrong doing "normal" things without talking about you, especially without having you there. I missed your dad the entire time.